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Wed, May. 30, 2012 ?

#rant

I can’t believe I spent so much time stressing out, losing sleep, and working on this project…and all for nothing, all to be rejected. I worked so hard, and it was a waste of my time and money and energy. Yeah, you never know until you try but, this was sorta predictable but I still thought maybe it wouldn’t be the same as before and that it’d be changed. They had so many values and things that they promote for themselves yet all the admitted ones don’t even fall under those values, yeah maybe they thought I didn’t have a chance but, I would have been just as good as all the other people they had chosen. Picking your friends, instead of actually picking people out based on qualities and application is such bullshit, so repulsive. Honestly, not making it made me feel like a loser, but in the real world your friends won’t always be the bosses and give you the job you so desperately want. Everything is so damn corrupt and its only fucking high school, measly high school. And, people wonder why I don’t like the people at school, and its because of the shit they do such as picking their friends over doing a legit fucking application picking process and picking the RIGHT people. And it just pisses me off how corrupt shit is, and yet I had some stupid faith in the fact that I might get chosen, and its even more stupid that I wasn’t given some sort of preference for having turned in my application so early on, before having extended their deadline. This is such stupid ass shit and there’s more but I’m too fucking pissed to even type more about it. Lately I’ve been facing so much rejection, I’ve been in such a rut and honestly I hope that God is trying to help lead me to something better, something so much worth it, something that can get me put of this slump. I have hope that maybe something better will come along for me, and I hope it does. I just can’t wait until the time comes for me to reach something good, something worth it, something better…

Mon, May. 28, 2012 ?

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